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It was one of my besties’ birthday. I miss seeing them. Waiting for the day she gets the weekends off again.

I’m looking around for an original seascape painting. If this is still up next time I visit, I might buy.

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Having family drama right now. Dad is mad he’s not getting enough money babysitting and living lowly on social security. His wife recently died and now he as to deal with money worries. He’s right to be mad. His kids are successful aside from me. My brother just bought a Tesla. Now there’s 3 of them with a tesla. One sister is getting her pool constructed right now. Then there’s the endless vacations abroad. They are not generous people, meanwhile I give my dad an allowance. I’m judging. My word, I am judging.

The legend of the headless bikeman

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I still feel like I’m in my twenties until I realize earphones are a necessity at work because the young coworkers won’t shut the f up

Productive procrastination is still better than not doing anything. To me at least. I challenge myself in between to do things I’m actually suppose to prioritize. That’s that.

Ok I’m going to stop getting Jack in the Box after work especially in my area. Super long line and the worker is high just hearing his voice. Was gaslighting me that $6 munchie meal never existed. Bitch, I got it here last time. I hate how getting food at 2 am, they just assume I’m also high and just give me whatever they got instead of what I ordered and I’ll just eat it anyways. Also, there’s 2 guys not in a car at the drive thru. Truly the witching hour.

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There be a hole.

I’m out here dog sitting my sister’s very dumb but cute dog. Theres something wrong with him. He walks like his wheels aren’t aligned.

There’s an interior design book here and it has the most boring beige shit ever. Rich people love beige shit.

Went to the bathroom to pee then looked myself in the mirror. I had toothpaste on my hair. Which looked like you know. I was walking around like that in the lab for 2 hours.

I just finally opened mail that has my new drivers license with updated photo. Yeah I’m going to need to work out and eat better asap. Only silver lining is at least I don’t look like a convict like how my photo looked in my 20s.

My friends wants to see the license. I told them unless they a cop or selling me alcohol/weed, they’ll never see it ever.